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October 19, 2012

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Twenty-one seems like a lucky number.

Twenty-one years ago today I married Daniel Ezekiel Zielske in a simple ceremony on a very chilly October afternoon.

At just over eighteen years into it, we decided to try and figure out the stuff that wasn't quite working; the stuff that was slowly but surely bogging our union down. The stuff that was surely going to either drive us apart, or drive us to live unhappily forever after.

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And learning about that stuff has been nothing short of mind-blowing. Of course, I can only speak to the mind blowing aspect that I personally have experienced. As I've learned, he and I are very different people in this world with completely different issues we've both carried with us all these years.

But I've learned so much about myself—and continue to do so—and as I've mentioned here on the blog during the past few years, there've been some hard pills to swallow along the way.

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Pills that had to go down the old gullet, whether I wanted them to or not. And let me tell you, I've put up a good fight on a lot of them.

Here's to swallowing pills and finding connection and redefining a relationship together.

Me and d

Happy anniversary, Dan Zielske. We've got way too much invested to stop now.

 

 

 

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  1. Nat says

    October 19, 2012 at 12:28 am

    Happy Anniversary Cathy and Dan! I’m so glad you are sharing your story.

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  2. ommu says

    October 19, 2012 at 1:17 am

    Cathy and Dan, Happy Anniversary from me also! And also thank you for sharing. I’ve been married for almost 35 years now and am happy for every couple who tries to make their marriage work. I love mine.

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  3. Elizabeth says

    October 19, 2012 at 1:20 am

    Happy Anniversary! : )

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  4. libbywilko says

    October 19, 2012 at 1:58 am

    Happy Anniversary to you both, loved the cute photos of you together . Best Wishes for many more.

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  5. Cathie Australia says

    October 19, 2012 at 2:12 am

    Congratulations, we will be celebrating 25 years this December, and like you many times I thought we would not get there. It is important to stick it out, glad to here things are going well for you.

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  6. Jeannie L says

    October 19, 2012 at 2:29 am

    Happy Anniversary to you & Dan!

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  7. katharina says

    October 19, 2012 at 2:46 am

    YOU ARE SO RIGHT!

    Marriage just isn’t pink clouds every Day! (;
    It’s hard work!
    Giving up is just NOT IT! (;

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  8. Karen Freeman says

    October 19, 2012 at 3:22 am

    Happy Anniversary to you both. I didn’t realise that you share your anniversary with my twins birthday. They turned 5 years old today and life is just whizzing by. Congratulations on digging deep and working hard on your life together.

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  9. Mel says

    October 19, 2012 at 3:38 am

    Many congratulations to you both! I hope you have a lovely anniversary celebration x

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  10. Jewel says

    October 19, 2012 at 4:03 am

    Happy Anniversary! If marriage were easy, it wouldn’t be nearly so rewarding. Love that you have figured your stuff out.

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  11. dawn says

    October 19, 2012 at 5:07 am

    Happy Anniversary to both of you!! So glad your sticking with it and staying together. Great photos of you two!! Wishing you many more years together filled with happiness and lots of love!

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  12. Vera says

    October 19, 2012 at 5:23 am

    Happy anniversary! In your old photo you look so much like your kids 🙂

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  13. Sandi D says

    October 19, 2012 at 5:46 am

    Happy Anniversary to a beautiful couple!

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  14. SherriS. says

    October 19, 2012 at 5:54 am

    I’m with Vera! Congrats on a major accomplishment:) Loved your socks – so like me. Have a wonderful anniversary!

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  15. mary says

    October 19, 2012 at 6:03 am

    Happy Anniversary Zielske’s!

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  16. Kristie says

    October 19, 2012 at 6:42 am

    Happy Anniversary to you both! I have to admit, when I first opened the page, my knee-jerk reaction was, “Why is he kissing his daughter on the lips like that? Seems a little weird.” ….. HA!!! Photos are great, congrats on the milestone.

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  17. Kendra B says

    October 19, 2012 at 6:45 am

    Happy Anniversary!! Love your sharing and your honesty … and your socks!!! and I have to admit I thought like Kristie did at first LOL!!!

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  18. Jane says

    October 19, 2012 at 7:13 am

    Happy Anniversay! Here is to many many more!

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  19. Ellie A. says

    October 19, 2012 at 7:37 am

    Wishing you a Wonderful Anniversary! ((HUGS))

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  20. Shannon says

    October 19, 2012 at 7:42 am

    Happy Anniversary to you both!

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  21. Catie says

    October 19, 2012 at 7:48 am

    Happy day! I see Aidan in that first picture – spitting image!

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  22. Maureen says

    October 19, 2012 at 7:57 am

    Happy, Happy!

    I thought it WAS Aidan when I first saw the 1st photo. Wow.

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  23. Jackie says

    October 19, 2012 at 8:09 am

    I’ve been reading your blog for years, but have never commented much if at all… and I’m trying to change that habit. Today seemed like a great day to say thank you for your honesty, especially about what a real marriage looks like. It’s encouraging to me to see that you and Dan are willing to invest in your relationship, and willing to admit that if you don’t it’s not going to be “successful.” I hope your story is an inspiration to all of us, married or not, that it’s never too late to deal with your crap. Happy Anniversary!

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  24. Laurie R says

    October 19, 2012 at 8:13 am

    Ditto on the Aidan in the first pix. That is uncanny.

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  25. Flora says

    October 19, 2012 at 8:18 am

    Happy Anniversary, Dan and Cathy!

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  26. jennifer says

    October 19, 2012 at 8:19 am

    Happy Anniversary; love your honesty and of course, your humor. Have a great one!

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  27. Lida says

    October 19, 2012 at 8:28 am

    Happy Anniversary! Love your socks!

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  28. cathy says

    October 19, 2012 at 8:33 am

    Thanks, Jackie. And thanks for leaving a comment today. : )

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  29. Barbara says

    October 19, 2012 at 9:02 am

    I wish you the very best in the coming years together. Thank you so much for your honesty and transparency in sharing this journey with the world. It encourages me.

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  30. janet k says

    October 19, 2012 at 9:16 am

    Happy Anniversary!!! Thankyou for sharning your story, I know if helps me and I am sure so many others.

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  31. Vicki A says

    October 19, 2012 at 9:19 am

    Congrats you two!! You are such a cute couple!!

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  32. Renee says

    October 19, 2012 at 9:25 am

    Happy Anniversary! Wishing you many more!

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  33. Sarah says

    October 19, 2012 at 9:31 am

    Happy Anniversary! Thanks for the brutal honesty that marriage DOES take work.

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  34. Liz H. says

    October 19, 2012 at 9:33 am

    Happy Anniversary!!

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  35. Tere says

    October 19, 2012 at 9:34 am

    Happy Anniversary to you two cute love birds. I enjoy reading about your love story and the journey in your relationship.

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  36. Judi D says

    October 19, 2012 at 9:40 am

    congrats – PS – I have the same mismatched socks on today lol

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  37. Susanna says

    October 19, 2012 at 9:41 am

    Happy Anniversary!!!! Thanks for sharing this! Hope you two continue to have a long and happy life together!

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  38. Stacy Milford says

    October 19, 2012 at 9:47 am

    Congrats! No one ever said it would be easy, huh?!? But it is definitely worth it 🙂

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  39. karen says

    October 19, 2012 at 10:28 am

    Congratulations!! You two make an adorable couple! Glad to hear that you are in it for the long haul. Your family deserves it!

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  40. Sara says

    October 19, 2012 at 10:39 am

    Happy Anniversary!

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  41. Angi says

    October 19, 2012 at 10:47 am

    Happy, Happy to you both!

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  42. Tirzah Shirley says

    October 19, 2012 at 11:10 am

    Happy Anniversary, Zielske’s. Loved the photos. Lots of love in there.

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  43. christene says

    October 19, 2012 at 11:22 am

    Happy Anniversary!

    Thank you for sharing with us, it certainly has helped me identify that I have been supressing my internal struggles. At times it is hard to remember the message I see in everyday examples around me: this marriage is so worth it; turn towards it, rather than away from it.

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  44. Kim says

    October 19, 2012 at 11:29 am

    Happy Anniversary! Thank you for your honesty and willingness to share. For me personally, reading your story thru your blog has given me hope that buried issues can be dealt with and it is never too late. You are an inspiration because you are so real!

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  45. Kim says

    October 19, 2012 at 11:30 am

    Happy Anniversary! Thank you for your honesty and willingness to share. For me personally, reading your story thru your blog has given me hope that buried issues can be dealt with and it is never too late. You are an inspiration because you are so real!

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  46. Omayra Ortiz says

    October 19, 2012 at 11:51 am

    CHEERS to your marriage today! May God shower you both with many more pills (those help us grow stronger, although difficult sometimes) and many more blessings (those keep us having fun!)

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  47. Vicky Wilbeck says

    October 19, 2012 at 12:14 pm

    Ya’ll are adorable! Happy, happy anniversary!!

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  48. Amy says

    October 19, 2012 at 12:36 pm

    Happy anniversary, and best wishes for many many more!

    Love the snappy new blog design, CZ!

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  49. Amy says

    October 19, 2012 at 12:37 pm

    Happy anniversary, and best wishes for many many more!

    Love the snappy new blog design, CZ!

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  50. Kropster says

    October 19, 2012 at 12:39 pm

    Happy anniversary!! Keep up the good worth. And, yes, like others, I thought Dan was making out with Aidan and was totally creeped out!!

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  51. Debra says

    October 19, 2012 at 12:40 pm

    This makes me so happy! We only get to the beauty by going through the mire. And then deep connection can happen. Thank you for making your marriage a priority and giving us little looks. It’s very real and encouraging!

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  52. Sian says

    October 19, 2012 at 1:20 pm

    Here’s to the next 21! Bets wishes and congratulations to you both!
    Sian

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  53. Marsaille says

    October 19, 2012 at 1:55 pm

    Happy Anniversary! And congrats on being brave. Both of you.

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  54. Sue SG says

    October 19, 2012 at 2:10 pm

    Happy Anniversary! These are some of my favorite posts. You two are role models for me in my own relationship, where after 10 years, we also had to do some serious work to stay together. 3 years later, we are stronger than ever and even more committed to working through our issues personally and as a couple. YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD!

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  55. Jenny says

    October 19, 2012 at 2:26 pm

    Happy Anniversary and God’s blessings on the next 21!

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  56. Sandra L. says

    October 19, 2012 at 2:55 pm

    Happy Anniversary!

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  57. jacquie says

    October 19, 2012 at 3:29 pm

    I am so glad you and Dan have taken the time and energy to work things out (and share it with your readers.) Your blog pics today are wonderful. In those, I see nothing but happy! Congratulations on tacking another year onto your belt. Happy Anniversary!

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  58. ChrisyC says

    October 19, 2012 at 3:40 pm

    Thanks for sharing and Happy Anniversary from all the way down here in Australia.

    PS – love your new blog banner taking the crap out indeed 🙂

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  59. Mary Jo says

    October 19, 2012 at 3:54 pm

    Happy Anniversary to both of you!
    My husband and I just celebrated 15 years on Thursday 🙂
    And the realization I’ve come to is something you pointed out.
    We all come with our baggage. But when you truly love someone it’s worth it to keep trying. And I plan on being in it for the long haul. 🙂
    I admire both of you for fighting for it and trying because that is all we can do!

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  60. Nicole Prather says

    October 19, 2012 at 4:46 pm

    Happy anniversary !! Thanks for the realness and rawness of your life !! You have no idea the impact that has had on me and my marriage !!

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  61. Cindy says

    October 19, 2012 at 5:31 pm

    Happy Anniversary Cathy! I’m right behind ya sister – 21 years next month. Keep up the hard work – your honesty is appreciated. We have a lot in common – married in 1991, same age, 1984 graduates (Lynnwood H.S. for me) – I’m sure you’re well aware of Lynnwood! 😉 I currently live in your old neck of the woods (Silver Lake), not far from the Skate Deck.

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  62. Giselle says

    October 19, 2012 at 5:42 pm

    Happy Anniversary! Keep trying, it’s got to be worth it if you both want it to work. The best is yet to come 🙂 x

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  63. Christine K says

    October 19, 2012 at 6:44 pm

    Happy 21st anniversay Cathy and Dan. May you be blessed with 21 more years.

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  64. Nancy McM says

    October 19, 2012 at 7:35 pm

    So sweet… I hope you two are having an amazing anniversary 🙂

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  65. April says

    October 19, 2012 at 7:36 pm

    First, Happy Anniversary!! Congrats on putting up with each other’s flaws for so long and keep at it! LOL Second, I just wanted to share a piece of advice/insight from my Mom and Dad who have been married a few years more than you two. Mom says that every 7 years there was always a big adjustment in their marriage. You two are right about there. But they pressed on and I can vouch for that from my marriage. We are entering year 8 and year 7 was a doozy!! LOL

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  66. Cheryl says

    October 19, 2012 at 7:40 pm

    Happy Anniversary

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  67. Julie says

    October 19, 2012 at 8:00 pm

    Happy Anniversary Keep it going strong.

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  68. Melanie Hughes says

    October 19, 2012 at 10:05 pm

    Congratulations. Thanks for your candid posts – DH and I are going through our own crap at the moment and your honest posts have given me alot of hope. Here’s to the next 21yrs.

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  69. Jaevans says

    October 19, 2012 at 10:50 pm

    Hey Cathy, ! I did a double take when I looked at the T-shirt you are wearing in that first picture! I live in Gainesville – so I’d know that logo anywhere! happy anniversary and Go Gators!

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  70. Margy Eastman says

    October 20, 2012 at 12:38 am

    Nothing goes better with a bitter pill than a nice, celebratory glass of wine. Wishing you and Dan a very happy, well-deserved anniversary.

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  71. Barb in AK says

    October 20, 2012 at 12:51 am

    Congratulations and happy anniversary! You two make such a cute couple! 🙂

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  72. laura kate says

    October 20, 2012 at 1:25 am

    My mister and I get married in 14 hours. I hope to have the perseverance and make-it-work attitude when we’re hitting the 15, 25. 50etc. year marks.

    Happy anniversary!

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  73. Liz says

    October 20, 2012 at 5:13 am

    Happy anniversary guys! Your story is so ‘real life’! Well done and many more years of happiness! x

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  74. Cheryl says

    October 20, 2012 at 8:53 am

    What a gorgeous couple. Happy anniversary & many more to come.

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  75. cathy says

    October 20, 2012 at 9:47 am

    Ah, Silver Lake… that is where I lived for 19 years. Sigh. Happy early to you!

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  76. cathy says

    October 20, 2012 at 9:54 am

    Congrats to you!

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  77. connib says

    October 20, 2012 at 3:23 pm

    Where’s that ‘LIKE’ button? Happy Anniversary!

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  78. ale says

    October 20, 2012 at 4:11 pm

    happy anniversary, cathy and dan!

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  79. Heather H. says

    October 20, 2012 at 5:39 pm

    Happy Anniversary! I love when you post pictures of the two of you because Dan always looks mischievous!

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  80. Susi Davis says

    October 20, 2012 at 6:17 pm

    Happy Anniversary!! I just recently began reading your blog and I am inspired by your candid posts and realness. I am encouraged that there may be hope for my 28 year marriage that has slipped into the “unhappily ever after” phase.

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  81. Jen W.* says

    October 20, 2012 at 8:15 pm

    Super congrats!!!!! That’s what marriage is about growing together. Thanks for reminding me!! Hugs!!! You two look amazing together!!
    Love love love the new look of your blog.

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  82. cathy says

    October 21, 2012 at 9:47 am

    Hey Suzi, theres always hope if you have two people willing to look at stuff and willing to make personal changes. : )

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  83. Margot Perry says

    October 21, 2012 at 1:57 pm

    Happy Anniversary & Congratulations!!!!! You two rock! 🙂

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  84. Janine Rutherford says

    October 21, 2012 at 2:38 pm

    Happy Anniversary – keep up the good work xx

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  85. Jamie Danford says

    October 21, 2012 at 7:58 pm

    Holy heart attack! Like some other readers, I too, thought that was Aiden in that photo! Omg… hilarious~
    Happy anniversary C!

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  86. Christine says

    October 22, 2012 at 10:49 am

    happy anniversary to you both!

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  87. Kelli W says

    October 22, 2012 at 1:05 pm

    happy anniversary!

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  88. Cecilia Reyes says

    October 23, 2012 at 8:34 am

    Hi Cathy, Although I have taken your classes and read your blog, I too don’t usually comment. Happy Anniversary to you both, and thank you for the personal comments you made. I too am just married 19 years, and at that same point. So I was glad to hear you say that. Have many wonderful years together! And I loved that picture of you two kissing.

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  89. cathy says

    October 23, 2012 at 8:40 am

    Thanks, Cecilia. : )

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  90. someone says

    October 23, 2012 at 5:09 pm

    Hi Cathy. I stumbled upon your blog today while cooking a recipe from Skinnytaste. I really enjoyed this post because I feel that I can relate. I would have loved to hear more about the things that were tearing you two apart. I have been married for 5 years now and at least 4 of those years have been awful. I think I’m too lazy to quit. Or stubborn. I just feel very alone. We have a two year old, and if he wasn’t around, neither would our marriage.

    Any tips?

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  91. Kimberlee says

    October 23, 2012 at 5:18 pm

    Congrats. That made me all teary. 🙂 Thanks for sharing.

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  92. keianna says

    October 23, 2012 at 11:49 pm

    Congrats. Thanks for sharing your journey. Marriage isn’t easy but it is a blessing when you are with the right one.

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  93. cathy says

    October 24, 2012 at 8:02 am

    Well, I would say find someone to talk to, seriously, because that can be very helpful. We both just learned different ways to be in the world that were destructive to each other. I was very controlling and judgmental; he was very passive and would withdraw (which as Ive learned is actually more powerful than someone who yells and screams.) It was just a lot of things, many stemming from who we became by virtue of how we grew up etc. Thats not blaming parents, its just how you learn to be who you are. But at the core, we are very lucky, because even through all of this, we love each other like crazy, and I think that is something that has made us overlook the shit all those years. Its always going to be a work in progress. I wish you much luck. I really do.

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  94. Kim says

    October 30, 2012 at 5:36 pm

    Wow, I am not alone. Almost 33 years and it is still hard. Worth it, but hard nonetheless. My last child just moved out and it is changing the dynamics yet again. I always remember the words my son said to my husband and I when he was in junior high and we were having words with each other, “If you two EVER get divorced, I am never spending the holidays with EITHER of you.” I just cannot imagine not going the extra mile and doing whatever it takes to make it work. So many lives are affected by divorce.

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  95. Keri says

    November 6, 2012 at 9:37 am

    Happy belated anniversary, Cathy & Dan! My husband & I share the same anniversary date but we celebrated #16. I truly have enjoyed your recent posts about marriage. It is hard work & will always be a work in progress. We are definitely taking our lumps here lately. The last three anniversaries have been the hardest as my mom passed away from cancer on our 13th anniversary. Hopefully we can weather the storms & still find happiness & love too…

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  96. cathy says

    November 6, 2012 at 9:58 am

    Happy Anniversary to you both!

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  97. Bronk Sasser says

    February 27, 2013 at 8:41 am

    Wow! such an exciting couple! Happy Anniversary to you both. May your relationship becomes stronger as time goes by. What a great couple!

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  98. Brennen Aguiar says

    February 27, 2013 at 11:11 am

    You are such a great couple. Your story is very inspiring. Keep the love burning. Happy anniversary! 🙂

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  99. Atkison Ostrowski says

    March 7, 2013 at 3:54 am

    Happy anniversary to both of you.You been together for how many years? I wish you all the happiness and more blessings of your life.

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  100. Bax Loving says

    March 17, 2013 at 2:35 am

    Congratulations to both of you! What is important in a relationship are acceptance and adjustment and of course love with each other. Yeah, that’s true that husband and wife are two people who will become one. So, in the beginning things are not easy to deal with but later on everything will be okay.

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